Its Only Words

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old
The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

I have some odd things fluttering around inside... memories and feelings .... I am thinking of cleansing some of it by writing some stuff of my own. You probably noticed that I randomly post song lyrics.
Its never random.
The song will always relate in some way to something I am feeling or thinking then and there as I post. Some of it will be blindingly obvious, some wont. It matters not whether the people I need to see it or should be saying it to, do or don't, just putting it out there helps a lot.